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Significant Positive (4/5) -Eighth Memory: Coyote's Game: Talking to Master Van in prison (Only Master Van understands me!) -Seventeenth Memory: Kiriko's Game: Getting BFF forever title (Guy likes me even though I'm not Asch) -Saving St. Binah (NOT A REPEAT OF AKZERIUTH!) -Tenth Memory: Madame White's Game: The night before attacking Eldrant (I'm happy just to be alive) -Thirty First Memory: Dream's Game: Pre-Absorbtion Gate at Yulia City (Have I really changed enough?)	Trivial Positive (4/5) -Sixth Memory: Goldie's Game: Filling his diary with pictures of Master Van (Master Van is awesome and will teach me to be as strong as him!!) -Starter Memory: Guy sneaking into his bedroom to keep him company (Uggh! He's my servant I should get to hang out with him if I want!) -Eleventh Memory: Cheshire's Game: Ion sticking up for his change of heart (Of course no one expects me to be nice) -Twentieth Memory: Columbine's Game: Visiting Tear in Yulia City (She still loves him...) -Donating all of his monies to Luke Bridge (Now Belkend and Sheridan can be united!)
Significant Neutral (7/11) -Twenty First Memory: 3x3 Game: Tear trying to attack Van and getting teleported across the world (Don't touch Master Van!!!) -Twenty Second Memory: Snow's Game: Lorelei taking over his body and Van helping him chill out (Worst super power!) -Third Memory: 3x3 Game: His father telling him he's going to be an hero! (It's just like Master Van said...) -Thirty-Ninth Memory: Scheherazade Game: Riding along in Asch's head while he is coma'd (Who am I?) -Twelfth Memory: Sea Witch's Game: Hair cutting resolution to stop sucking (I have to change) -Escaping the castle with Asch's help after Uncle tried to kill him and Natalia (Damn you, Mohs!!) -Stopping the Core's vibration, Sync's suicide, Lorelei's appearance (We aren't trash!) -Thirty Eighth Memory: Dream's Game: Midgame conversations pre-Van battle (Everyone believes in me) -Fifteenth memory: Cheshire's Game: Forcing Asch to talk to Mother and Father again (Asch should be here) -Thirty Sixth Memory: Anansi's Memory: Absorption Gate 2, Van praising him and asking him to join him (I wonder if he means that, or if he's just trying to manipulate me again) -Trying to convince Asch he must be the one to free Lorelei (We aren't the same) -Fourty-Fourth Memory: Miri: Freeing Lorelei (I'm sorry, everyone)	Trivial Neutral (10/16) -Sixteenth Memory: Snow's Game: His mother begging him to keep a diary like the doctors say. (Fine! I'll do it! Quit worrying about everything!) -Second Memory: Coyote Game: Getting Guy a birthday present (He better appreciate this) -Fifth Memory: M. White and Rumpelstiltskin Game: Cheagle Forest (Thing! Shoot more fire!) -Thirteenth Memory: Odile's Game: Jade, Ion and Anise wanting to use his social status to get access to Kimlasca (If you're going to ask for a favor, at least do it right.) -St. Binah to Kaitzur (Ugggh, why is it such a pain to get home?) -Katsbert Ferry to Baticul (...that was stupid...) -Twenty Fourth Memory: Mother's Game: Returning to Baticul (This doesn't feel like home...) -Delivering Peony's letter, returning to the manor. (I finally made it back) -The abandoned factory (Why did she* have to come?)* -Thirty Second Memory: Cheshire and Jabberwock's Game: Learning about Hod and Van's revenge from Tear, in her room (She's really willing to kill for this, to die for it...) -Leaving Aramis Springs, arriving in Daath, and saving Natalia and Ion (I'll just have to regain their trust) -Leaving Daath to Arriving at Keterburg + Various minigames (We have to get to Malkuth to stop this war.) -Twenty Third Memory: Automaton's Game: Visiting Nephry for Jade's life story, getting the second half from Jade (Jade had to change himsel1f too...) -Twenty Fifth Memory: Goldielock's Game: Eavesdropping on Natalia and Asch, Tear's ensuing speech. (Is it all right that I was born?) -Nineteenth Memory: Magic Mirror's Game: Finding out he is still dying and lying to party about it (It's better if they don't know)
Significant Negative (9/20) -Twenty Ninth Memory: Beauty's Game: Killing for the first time, ensuing talk with Tear and Jade (I didn't mean to!) -Thirty Fifth Memory: Cheshire's Game: Guy's party intro, Tear being hurt because of him, resolving to kill (I'm not going to be a burden, I don't have to be protected.) -Ninth Memory: 3x3's Game: Meeting Asch for the first time (WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE ME???) -Eighteenth Memory: Dream's Game: Akzeriuth + Blamegame Aftermath (IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!!) -Twenty Seventh Memory: Cheshire's Game: Fighting Asch in Yulia City (He's lying! It's not true!) -Twenty Sixth Memory: Rumplestilskin's Game: Learning Akzeriuth's destruction was foretold in the Closed Score (What the hell is wrong with people?!) -Guy trying to murder him + ensuing explanation (Even Guy hated me...) -Fourty-Second Memory: Green Knight: Terrible Tear is dying conversation (You don't have to act so strong!) -Escaping Sheridan, Van killing old people (Damn it, Master! How could you!) -The treaty signing in Yulia City (Everything was for the Score??) -Seventh Memory: 3x3's Game: Killing Master Van first time (Why do I exist?) -Fourtieth Memory: Firebird's Game: Ion's death (Ion stop being jesus!!) -Helping Anise kill Arietta (Why did this have to happen...) -Fourty-Third Memory: Mr. Right: Party trying to talk him out of suicide heroics pre-Tower of Rem (I can't let Asch die) -Thirty Seventh Memory: Firebird's Game: The Tower of Rem (I don't want to die!) -Killing Largo with Natalia (Even though they wanted the same thing...) -Fourty-First Memory: Masked Lady: Fighting Asch second time (I am myself!) -Feeling Asch die, Natalia's ensuing freakout (ffffffffff) -Thirty Third Memory: Three's Game: Killing Sync (Was his life really that empty?) -Killing Master Van second time (I love you, Master)	Trivial Negative (5/11) -Fourteenth Memory: 3x3's Game: Getting frustrated at Natalia trying to teach him to read (Shut up you're so annoying!) -From Tataroo Valley to Engave, being acused of stealing (What the hell is wrong with these people?! How dare they call me a thief!!) -Thirty Fourth Memory: Green Knight's Game: Killing the Liger Queen, being captured by Jade (God this sucked) -Exploring the Tartarus to the Tartarus being attacked (Why did I have to get caught up in this mess??) -The attack on Kaitzur and going to Choral Castle (Another place I don't remember at all...) -Desert Oasis and the Zao Ruins (Why do we have to waste time with this?) -Thirtieth Memory: Goldie's Game: Chesedonia, Asch controlling his body and Guy's cursed fon slot (What the hell is with these guys?) -Boat out of Chesedonia all the way to Dao Pass (We're almost there, then I can see Master Van again...) -Legretta's attack on the mountain pass, Tear's ensuing lecture (Stop not telling me things!) -Fourth Memory: 3x3's Game: Master Van telling him he's a worthless tool (Yeah I know...) -Twenty Eighth Memory: Green Giant's Game: Learning of Hod's destruction from Tear (So that's Master Van's motive...)
Mundane Skills -Third Skill: White Queen's Game: Level Appropriate Stats -Second Skill: Beauty's Gift: Albert Style Sword Artes -Fourth Skill: Coyote's Game: Minigames -First Skill: Dream's Game: Cooking Special Skills -Sixth Skill: Green Knight's Game: AD Skills Tier 1 -AD Skills Tier 2 -AD Skills Tier 3 -Fifth Skill: Peter Pan's Game: RPG Inventory -Ninth Skill: Dream's Game: Strike Artes -Eighth Skill: Snow's Game: Hyperresonance -Seventh Skill: Green Knight's Game: Minimap

( Memory 29 )

( Memory 30 )

( Memory 31 )

( Memory 25 )

( Memory 26 )

( Memory 27 )

( Memory 28 )

( Memory 23 )

( Memory 24 )

( Organization )

( Memory 20 )

( Memory 21 )

( Memory 22 )

Finding out he is still dying and lying to party about it
Taken day 68
Sharable, form of a compact mirror: 1/7 uses

6:00 to END
Skits: The Joy of Life

( Summary )

Learned/Effects:

-I guess having your blood fonons separating kills you eventually
-I was pretty sure I was going to be dying and was prepared to lie to everyone about it
-Jade always knows everything =|;

+25 life is beautiful!
+50 zen
+20 honesty to Jade
+40 I guess illusions are important sometimes

Akzeriuth + Blamegame Aftermath
Taken Day 66
Sharable, shape of ring 1/7 uses

( lololololol )

Learned/Effects:

-The purple air is the miasma, it's the same as what was killing everyone in a later memory
-Wow I......really sucked.....
-Something about a Seventh Fonstone ??
-Asch was really bad about being convincing...
-I really didn't question Van at all
-"Foolish replica Luke..."
-Van betrayed me, but even while I knew it was happening I couldn't quite believe it
-I didn't even see it happen, I just woke up and it was over...
-Everyone else died... We survived due to Tear's fonic hymns
--Tear never stops being amazing
-This place is the Qliphoth, the miasma comes from here, it's not just under Akzeriuth, but under the entire world.
-The Sephiroth pillars keep the 'Outer Lands' floating above the Qliphoth
--I destroyed one and Akzeriuth collapsed into the Qliphoth, destroying it
-The Sephiroth were created and used to raise the Outer Lands long ago to escape the miasma.
-Being rejected by your entire party because they have realized how much you suck is the worst feeling EVER
--Mieu 8((((((((

+A life time worth of sleeping difficulties
-All the self worth, all of it

Memory Sixteen

His mother begging him to keep a diary like the doctors say.
Taken day 57
Sharable, shape of frozen flower, melts after day 65

( Read more... )

Memory Seventeen

Getting BFF forever title
Taken day 61
Sharable, shape of box

( Read more... )

Memory 14

Getting frustrated at Natalia trying to teach him to read
Taken day 47

There isn't much to say about this one. It is a scene from the anime when Luke is very young (1ish). Natalia is trying to force him to learn to read again when he can barely talk, and he calls her annoying and shoves her away, then looks upset that he actually shoved someone and did something bad. Natalia meanwhile is just happy that Luke finally called her by her name again 8'( But since it is SUCH AN OLD MEMORY Dawn didn't get a lot from it, just that Natalia was trying to make him read and he didn't understand and was upset by her pushiness.

Memory 15

Forcing Asch to talk to Mother and Father again

( Script )

Learned/Effects:

-So Asch could go into my head whenever he wanted??
--Is Dusk going to be able to do that?
--I can't do it to him 8(
-Tricked Asch into coming back to the manor for the first time. It was very scary but very important.
-We were looking for something called the Jewel of Lorelei to help us defeat Van. I was supposed to get it, but didn't...
--Wait, so Van isn't dead yet..?
-I guess Asch and I never got along in the past...?
--I was pretty used to it, though
-The miasma is everywhere, and I think I could neutralize it with a hyperresonance, buuuttt I would die
--Dying is a very scary prospect
--But I also deserved it
-So that's what my mother looks like...
--She seems kinder than Father
--Asch is their real son 8(
-I had been thinking about sacrificing myself a while before bringing it up
-Replicas don't deserve to exist....

+100 suicidal tendencies
+50 confused replica feelings
+80 likeliness to not tell people when having suicidal tendencies
+200 existential crisis

Jade, Ion and Anise wanting to use his social status to get access to Kimlasca

6:45 to END and START to 8:00
Skits: 2:35 to 4:15
Sharable, shape of a feather

( Script )

LEARNED/EFFECTS:

-Tear and I ended up in Malkuth because of a hyperresonance?
-And then I guess Jade captured us because we came from Kimlasca...
-I thought Malkuth had been the ones to kidnap me (this must be before Master Van told me it was him)
--(Confirmation) No memories after I was kidnapped, and thus no personal knowledge of the kidnapping
-I really didn't know anything that was going on...
-Ion was working with Jade and Anise to prevent war
-This isn't long after the Cheagle Woods (how did that turn out? Did we save Engeve? I guess if we didn't Tear would be worrying...)
-I was also kind of a jerk to Tear, no wonder she ended up so frustrated with me...
-What is up with Anise...
-Battleships are boring...
-Jade IS pretty obnoxious though (but I guess he gets the job done...)
--Also kind of bizarrely intimidating
-Ion and that guy Mohs are on opposite sides in the Order of Lorelei
-Mohs really DID want to start a war I guess?
--Was Van trying to help him, since he made me destroy Akzeriuth?
-Tear seems to believe Mohs is truth-worthy...
--But if he 'Only wants the fulfillment of the Score', what about when the Score says bad things have to happen?
--I guess this is before Tear realized how dangerous the Score could be...
-Even if you don't know anything, being a Duke's son is still pretty useful
-Fonstones float up in the sky! They're pretty (and look like glass!!)
--I guess you can use them for other things too
-Mieu is a boy...? (whoa..)

+15 Understanding relationship. Things.
+40 Embarrassment over past behavior
+10 Tear crush

( Essay )

Hair cutting resolution to stop sucking.

4:50 to END and START to 1:00

( Script )

LEARNED/EFFECTS:

-So... I definitely destroyed Akzeriuth. Thousands were killed.
-There's no way to fix that \o/;;
-"Start with what I can do."
-SOB MORE TOWNS ARE GOING TO FALL WHY
-'Connected' to Asch? Saw/heard what he did?
-There's something called the 'Outer Lands' where I'm from, and Tear is from the Qliphoth, which is literally under the rest of the world?
-Everyone but Tear abandoned me after Akzeriuth
--Can't blame them...
-Wow I really kind of hated myself

+500 RESOLUTION!!!
+250 sob Akzeriuth
+300 worthlessness
+400 gratitude towards Tear

( Essay )

PS APP MY GIRLFRIEND 8(

Meeting Asch for the first time
(Sharable, shape of a flower)

4:00 to 5:25

( #9 )

The night before attacking Eldrant
(Sharable, shape of a scroll)

5:35 to 7:40

( #10 )

Ion sticking up for his change of heart

I can't remember what skit this is so I am going off the anime script!

( #11 )

( Essay )

Talking to Master Van in jail

Sharable, shape of stone

5:00 - END and START to 2:00

( Script )

What He Learned:

- Wow, Van is really an amazing liar
- And I'm amazing gullible
- But he really was the only one to ever mentor me...
- M...maaay have been used for research experiments?
- Lost my memory...?
- Was definitely convinced being locked up forever was a possibility
- Stuff about the Score (it's always right, it predicts even terrible things like war)
- No one's ever told me they needed me before

What He Gained:

+ 300 baw Van
- EVEN MORE self worth
- 45 gullibility

( Essay )

Killing Master Van (first time)

Sharable, magnifying glass.

START to 6:50

( Script and Effects )

Essay pending after he actually takes the memory and does whatever with whoever. But I imagine this will slam Luke from about a 3 on the sadness scale to a 7 or 8.

The Cheagle Woods

Whole Thing and START to 6:00
Skits: 6:50-8:15

( Snipsnip )

Master Van telling him he's a worthless tool

( Read more... )

SO BASICALLY WHAT LUKE LEARNED OUT OF THIS is that the value of his existence is in question and I have no idea how he will deal with that.

His father telling him he's going to be an hero!

0:15-4:30

There are a lot of words in that so I am not transcripting

What He Leaned:

-King Ingobert of Kimlasca-Lanvaldear ('Uncle') and his daughter Natalia
-His father is there
-He's out of his father's manor!!
-Something about treaties and Malkuth (enemy country) and Akzeriuth, a city in need of help.
-There is some smarmy jackass in blue
-The Score is A Big Deal, and according to the Score so am I.
-Basically if the Score says it, you do it =|a
-Apparently he has some kind of power that people wanted to use him for? (This comes with a note of 'Master Van was right' to it). That's why his father kept him confined to the manor.
-But now it is time to use his power to be AN HERO (he's actually not super overwhelmed with this)
-Has been fighting for a while and was looking forward to stopping?
-Some guy called Master Van is more important than ANYONE IN THAT ROOM and for some reason he is in jail 8| This is CLEARLY A MISTAKE
-Am goodwill ambassador, got to go save the city so Master Van can be free. (Going on a mission with Master Van is EXCITING).
-I guess Guy is going, whatever. Natalia wants to go too but that's obviously a stupid idea.
-Luke has received the Ambassador title!

This memory is full of liiies. But what Luke gets out of it is actually the answer to one thing he really wanted to know (why was he confined to his father's manner) and is a show that his family trusts him to be a hero and go save a city! Luke actually isn't super excited about the idea of being a hero, mostly because he really did want to QUIT FIGHTING which apparently he had been doing for a while, but he's not turned oooff to the idea either. The fact that it will clear Van's name, however, makes it a matter of no discussion.

Uuuh... what Luke gets out of it. He knows he DID fight before, even though he can't remember how. He definitely was wearing a sword and found the idea of traveling and fighting more exhausting. He also knows Master Van is someone SUUUUUUUUUUPER important, but not why, so he doesn't personally share those feelings yet. There are two main things of interest for Luke, really.

A) He was given an important position and trusted to go do an important thing! It's a leadership position, a heroic position! Clearly he was a person who could do awesome things. He will TRY HARDER to be AN HERO in the future. No doubt to the high annoyance of his team.

B) He was locked in his father's manner because he has some kind of power which people would have targetted him for. He has NO IDEA what this power is, but it's apparently a big deal. He wishes he could harness it to take out 3x3 8|;

Otherwise, no special feelings, but a good bit of information.

Getting Guy a birthday present

This memory is pulled from a fanfic I wrote, which was inspired by the fact that the Guy gaiden manga apparently says that Guy received his fontech equipment box as a present from Luke.

What He Learned:

-The maids all call me 'Master Luke'
-My servant is 'Guy'
-I'm not allowed to leave the manor??
-Basically my life is super boring
-I get anything I want!
-Except apparently if you get someone a gift you have to clean it yourself? (who made that rule??)
-maids are really hard to tell apart =|a
-Grime is so gross
-I had really long hair
-Spark likes. Tools? I guess? (HE BETTER!)
-How to use soap + water
-When is his birthday anyway?

Right so. This isn't a perfect memory, it sort of just contains some general sentiment. In short "I was really bored one day and then some guy came to the manor and that was seriously the ONLY INTERESTING THING TO HAPPEN ALL DAY AND PROBABLY EVER and he was selling something stupid but he said those tools were the best and Guy would like the best tools so I want them so I took them and uuuugh it's gross here a maid can clea-- wait, why do I have to clean it!! this is why I have maids!! uuuuugh gross this is gross it's all slimy now and the water is turning brown and i am probably going to catch something guy better appreciate this!!"

...yah. It kinda is just almost one event in his head of just UGH WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DO SOMETHING NICE WHY IS MY LIFE SO BORING. But also underlined with a genuine (if very whimsy) want to do something nice for Guy and insecurity of WHAT HE IF HE DOESN'T LIKE IT!! (I don't care!)

As for what it will do. Idk. Not much. He has his name now and Guy's name but he doesn't feel any particular attachment to either. It's not at all a powerful memory, and Guy isn't actually in it. He might be prone to more entitlement, but at the same time, as dumb as Dawn is, even he realizes that he's no one's lord here and Dick will just smack him if he tries to give orders. Anddd since in this memory he actually DOES do things for himself and others, it isn't very strong in the "Everyone does what I tell them to do because I am a lord's son" category anyway.

Moooooostly he is going to want soap so he can take a fucking bath. He is going to be far more acutely aware of how dirty he is 8(

Guy sneaking into his bedroom to keep him company

What He Learned:

-That blond guy is my ~~friend~~ servant
-Dad is being a jerk about letting my servant hang out with me
-I guess I'm the kind of person who has servants
-Servants and masters shouldn't hang out or something?

Basically I chose this memory for Luke because it would immediately give him a connection to Guy, but isn't really a lot of information. Overall, he as happy that Guy was ignoring his Father's orders, and was cranky at his father for trying to take Guy away to begin with. He sort of knows that this was his father's idea of keeping hi from associating with someone beneath his station, but suuuuper doesn't care and mostly viewed it as some sort of personal assault against his fun time.

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Entries tagged with memories

Memories

Memories 29 (sig neg), 30 (triv neg), and 31 (sig pos)

Memories 25 (Triv Neu), 26 (Sig Neg), 27 (Sig Neg), 28 (Triv Neg)

Memories 23 (Triv Neu) and 24 (Triv Neu)

Memory Index

Memories 20 (Triv Pos), 21 (Sig Neu), 22 (Sig Neu)

Memory Nineteen - Triv Neu

Memory Eighteen - Sig Neg

Memories Sixteen and Seventeen - Neu Triv and Sig Pos

Memories 14 & 15 - Triv Neg & Sig Neu

Memory Thirteen - Triv Neu

Memory Twelve - Sig Neu

Memories 9 (Sig Neg), 10 (Sig Pos) and 11 (Triv Pos)

Memory Eight - Pos Sig

Memory Seven - Sig Neg

Memory 5 - Neu Triv

Memory 4 - Neg Triv

Memory 3 - Neu Sig

Memory 2 - Neu Triv

Memory 1 - Pos Triv