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Dawn [Inferno] // Luke fon Fabre ([personal profile] heliokleptic) wrote2011-07-05 08:09 pm
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Memories Sixteen and Seventeen - Neu Triv and Sig Pos

Memory Sixteen

His mother begging him to keep a diary like the doctors say.
Taken day 57
Sharable, shape of frozen flower, melts after day 65


Basically a headcanon memory of something Luke mentions happening, which is that the reason he keeps a diary is because his mother nagged him. Doctors told her that maybe keeping a diary would prevent him from losing his memory again, so it became a lifelong habit. In this memory Luke is young enough that he can't write properly yet, but he DOES know that his mother is ill and makes herself sick worrying about stuff so GOD FINE I WILL DO IT DON'T GET SICK OVER IT 8T was basically his cranky little kid response.

Memory Seventeen

Getting BFF forever title
Taken day 61
Sharable, shape of box


6:30 to END and START to 6:00
Skit: 0:45 to 1:50
Aramis Springs section of this post


I'm not going to write everything out, since I played this fairly recently and know basically what all Luke got out of it. But there are a bunch of segments that contain a lot of overall info so!

Learned/Effects:
-General idea of what Sephiroths are + I broke one to destroy Akzeriuth
-Guy picked me over Asch .///.
--Conflicted feelings over being glad he did
-First time actually seeing Guy be gynophobic, it was very casual
-I'm not Guy's master 8|
-I guess I said something that inspired Guy to let go of his past (Only I was just being stupid)
-Guy raised me...
-Apologizing is not always good, sometimes you have to accept hatred so that other people can have the relief of having someone to blame
-Have to make the ENTIRE WORLD HAPPY to make up for Akzeriuth

+300 Guy Dere
+500 Guy Can Tell Me To Do Anything (Except Be Happy) And I Will Listen
+100 Comfort fighting and killing monsters and taking damage
+50 how to fight along side others (mainly Guy)
+700 Likeliness to try to help people totally at random

-400 Likeliness to seek personal happiness
-500 Likeliness to complain about anything of emotonal significance


Overall, this means that Luke is more broken, as far as making healthy life choices for himself. But also more capable of enduring the results of that, because "I don't deserve any better and I accept that and still have to make the world better for everyone else" is actually a great help in managing through severe depression. =|b