Dawn SOTU?? =D?

[heliokleptic]

Soo... as of early night of day 70, Dawn has no sense of touch!

This applies everywhere on his body to pleasure, pain, pressure, hot, cold, etc. etc. I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH THE FULL IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. Like having him talk with numb mouth or biting his tongue constantly. But it will take some getting used to and he will generally be clumsy without it for a while. Tripping, missing things he grabs for, etc. Also I guess his nightmares just got hella worse because he is physically always 'alone' when he sleeps now =D;

This is AJ's fault.

Comments

[reducedtoasch]

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[heliokleptic]

I looove you...? =D?

[reducedtoasch]

No you don't, or you would stop doing really dumb things by yourself.

[heliokleptic]

Hey at least now I won't have to resist wanting to kiss you =T

[reducedtoasch]

... Is that really an active thing for you...

[heliokleptic]

Yes.

When I stole your replica data I stole your hormones too

[reducedtoasch]

You were supposed to have an outlet!!

[heliokleptic]

OUTLETTING MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ONTO ACEDIA WOULD BE WEIRD..?

[reducedtoasch]

... Okay yes that would be.

Why can't you be having sex with Guy instead.

[heliokleptic]

THAT WOULD STILL BE WEIRD

and i guess now i can't really have sex anymore?? idk i should do some research about that.

[reducedtoasch]

HAVE LESS SEXUAL FEELINGS.

Well you'd be more like a blow up doll than an active participant I guess.

[heliokleptic]

I CAN PARTICIPATE ACTIVELY

IN FACT IF ANYTHING I WOULD BE DOMINATING BECAUSE I WOULDN'T GET ALL THAT DISTRACTED WITH MY PERSONAL SENSATIONS

[reducedtoasch]

I... guess there is your up side?!

... Where does feeling your original entering your body mentally fall under the personal sensations thing...

[andallthekingsmen]

I don't think I ever feel you enter my body? =|a

But if you usually feel what I feel when you enter my body than NOW YOU DON'T

[reducedtoasch]

Gosh that happy icon is horrible

I know whenever we see Asch do it he is like PURPOSEFULLY concealing his presence from Luke but idk how to handle when he just... barges in... silently...

Maybe I should make his mental communication skill a priority.

[andallthekingsmen]

no it is adorable

and yes you should

so you can talk to me at night when i am sad

[reducedtoasch]

You're always sad.

[andallthekingsmen]

at night i have nightmares and emotional break downs

[reducedtoasch]

... You really need to talk about your feelings with someone.

[heliokleptic]

Considering my angst is:

-I killed a city
-I was betrayed by my most important person
-I was responsible for the miserable life of my new most important person
-I have detailed memories of torturing and murdering people and enjoying it
-I have experienced nightmares of torture and complete and utter terror and abandonment
-I've convinced myself it would be better for everyone if I had never existed
-I have detailed memories of tricking a person into being completely destroyed and left to die
-I have a detailed memory of shooting myself in the head
-I killed my most important person
-I killed part of a personae and was WRONG
-AND NOW I HAVE NO PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL SUPPORT
-I am probably forgetting some things

I THINK MY EMOTIONAL ISSUES ARE LEGIT and that i am lucky i am coping as well as I am o9"!!

[reducedtoasch]

Note to self: Give you more hugs

[andallthekingsmen]

I can't feel hugs anymore 8(

[reducedtoasch]

That doesn't mean I can't still hug you :\

... And then get back your sense of feeling and then hug you again.

[andallthekingsmen]

It's really a good thing that luke has so many people who love him enough to fix this for him. because he is too stupid to do things for himself.

[reducedtoasch]

Stop being dumb Dawn!!

[andallthekingsmen]

maybe i should put a 'Stupid' switch in his heart and see if anyone turns it off...

[reducedtoasch]

Put in a self-worth one too so I can tape it in the 'on' position.

[andallthekingsmen]

no i wouldn't know how to play that

[reducedtoasch]

................

[andallthekingsmen]

seriously

luke + self worth

they don't mix

[reducedtoasch]

Fine I will just love you a lot forever to make up for it.

[andallthekingsmen]

thank you 8'(

[likeawritingdesk]

NO

THIS IS YOUR FAULT

ALL YOU

[andallthekingsmen]

AJ CHOSE THE PUNISHMENT

AND YOU TAUGHT ME TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY FAILURES

[ganbareist]

I also told you it was ok to be hated and it wasn't "taking responsibility" to just offer to die to solve all the problems of people you kill

you'd have to die like 20,000 times

[andallthekingsmen]

This didn't have anything to do with Akzeriuth! It was just this one time. And I knew I would come back! SO.

[adharma]

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