Dawn [Inferno] // Luke fon Fabre (
heliokleptic) wrote2011-07-31 03:17 pm
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Dawn SOTU?? =D?
Soo... as of early night of day 70, Dawn has no sense of touch!
This applies everywhere on his body to pleasure, pain, pressure, hot, cold, etc. etc. I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH THE FULL IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. Like having him talk with numb mouth or biting his tongue constantly. But it will take some getting used to and he will generally be clumsy without it for a while. Tripping, missing things he grabs for, etc. Also I guess his nightmares just got hella worse because he is physically always 'alone' when he sleeps now =D;
This is AJ's fault.
This applies everywhere on his body to pleasure, pain, pressure, hot, cold, etc. etc. I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH THE FULL IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. Like having him talk with numb mouth or biting his tongue constantly. But it will take some getting used to and he will generally be clumsy without it for a while. Tripping, missing things he grabs for, etc. Also I guess his nightmares just got hella worse because he is physically always 'alone' when he sleeps now =D;
This is AJ's fault.
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When I stole your replica data I stole your hormones too
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Why can't you be having sex with Guy instead.
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and i guess now i can't really have sex anymore?? idk i should do some research about that.
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Well you'd be more like a blow up doll than an active participant I guess.
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IN FACT IF ANYTHING I WOULD BE DOMINATING BECAUSE I WOULDN'T GET ALL THAT DISTRACTED WITH MY PERSONAL SENSATIONS
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... Where does feeling your original entering your body mentally fall under the personal sensations thing...
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But if you usually feel what I feel when you enter my body than NOW YOU DON'T
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I know whenever we see Asch do it he is like PURPOSEFULLY concealing his presence from Luke but idk how to handle when he just... barges in... silently...
Maybe I should make his mental communication skill a priority.
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and yes you should
so you can talk to me at night when i am sad
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-I killed a city
-I was betrayed by my most important person
-I was responsible for the miserable life of my new most important person
-I have detailed memories of torturing and murdering people and enjoying it
-I have experienced nightmares of torture and complete and utter terror and abandonment
-I've convinced myself it would be better for everyone if I had never existed
-I have detailed memories of tricking a person into being completely destroyed and left to die
-I have a detailed memory of shooting myself in the head
-I killed my most important person
-I killed part of a personae and was WRONG
-AND NOW I HAVE NO PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL SUPPORT
-I am probably forgetting some things
I THINK MY EMOTIONAL ISSUES ARE LEGIT and that i am lucky i am coping as well as I am o9"!!
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... And then get back your sense of feeling and then hug you again.
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luke + self worth
they don't mix
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THIS IS YOUR FAULT
ALL YOU
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AND YOU TAUGHT ME TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY FAILURES
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you'd have to die like 20,000 times
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