-I killed a city -I was betrayed by my most important person -I was responsible for the miserable life of my new most important person -I have detailed memories of torturing and murdering people and enjoying it -I have experienced nightmares of torture and complete and utter terror and abandonment -I've convinced myself it would be better for everyone if I had never existed -I have detailed memories of tricking a person into being completely destroyed and left to die -I have a detailed memory of shooting myself in the head -I killed my most important person -I killed part of a personae and was WRONG -AND NOW I HAVE NO PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL SUPPORT -I am probably forgetting some things
I THINK MY EMOTIONAL ISSUES ARE LEGIT and that i am lucky i am coping as well as I am o9"!!
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-I killed a city
-I was betrayed by my most important person
-I was responsible for the miserable life of my new most important person
-I have detailed memories of torturing and murdering people and enjoying it
-I have experienced nightmares of torture and complete and utter terror and abandonment
-I've convinced myself it would be better for everyone if I had never existed
-I have detailed memories of tricking a person into being completely destroyed and left to die
-I have a detailed memory of shooting myself in the head
-I killed my most important person
-I killed part of a personae and was WRONG
-AND NOW I HAVE NO PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL SUPPORT
-I am probably forgetting some things
I THINK MY EMOTIONAL ISSUES ARE LEGIT and that i am lucky i am coping as well as I am o9"!!