Dawn [Inferno] // Luke fon Fabre (
heliokleptic) wrote2011-07-31 03:17 pm
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Dawn SOTU?? =D?
Soo... as of early night of day 70, Dawn has no sense of touch!
This applies everywhere on his body to pleasure, pain, pressure, hot, cold, etc. etc. I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH THE FULL IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. Like having him talk with numb mouth or biting his tongue constantly. But it will take some getting used to and he will generally be clumsy without it for a while. Tripping, missing things he grabs for, etc. Also I guess his nightmares just got hella worse because he is physically always 'alone' when he sleeps now =D;
This is AJ's fault.
This applies everywhere on his body to pleasure, pain, pressure, hot, cold, etc. etc. I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH THE FULL IMPLICATIONS OF THAT. Like having him talk with numb mouth or biting his tongue constantly. But it will take some getting used to and he will generally be clumsy without it for a while. Tripping, missing things he grabs for, etc. Also I guess his nightmares just got hella worse because he is physically always 'alone' when he sleeps now =D;
This is AJ's fault.
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-I killed a city
-I was betrayed by my most important person
-I was responsible for the miserable life of my new most important person
-I have detailed memories of torturing and murdering people and enjoying it
-I have experienced nightmares of torture and complete and utter terror and abandonment
-I've convinced myself it would be better for everyone if I had never existed
-I have detailed memories of tricking a person into being completely destroyed and left to die
-I have a detailed memory of shooting myself in the head
-I killed my most important person
-I killed part of a personae and was WRONG
-AND NOW I HAVE NO PHYSICAL EMOTIONAL SUPPORT
-I am probably forgetting some things
I THINK MY EMOTIONAL ISSUES ARE LEGIT and that i am lucky i am coping as well as I am o9"!!
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... And then get back your sense of feeling and then hug you again.
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luke + self worth
they don't mix
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