Dawn [Inferno] // Luke fon Fabre (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
heliokleptic) wrote2011-05-30 09:50 pm
heliokleptic) wrote2011-05-30 09:50 pm
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Question Meme
I'm not going to go look up the last time I did a question meme because it PROBABLY HASN'T BEEN LONG ENOUGH and I am EMBARRASSMENT TO MYSELF. But whatever:
Question Meme for Luke/Dawn, Sugata/Tide, and Elliot Nightray.
Question Meme for Luke/Dawn, Sugata/Tide, and Elliot Nightray.
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WHY ARE YOU A JERK
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Souya is really not a bad guy, but he's pretty far from being a Jesusy sort. SO WITH THIS IN MIND, he is very protective of the people he cares about, he is also very, very biased. After a point he ultimately doesn't care who's in the right, if one of his people got hurt then whoever did the hurting sucks.
So, Oz hurt Acedia, THIS WAS ACTUALLY NOT THAT MUCH OF AN ISSUE, he didn't even know it had been Oz until Luke told him, but it didn't matter, he'd figured it had been either Oz or Konatsu because they're the newest ones and thus wouldn't have much of an idea of how to deal with Acedia, so he rolled with it, he was working on it with Acedia and things were going to get fixed, but then suddenly Acedia was acting like a completely different person \o/
Learning it had been Luke of all people to go and finish breaking what Oz had started just ide, he was :/ because he thought Luke wouldn't, his reasoning only made him angrier "I WON'T LIE TO HIM EVEN IF THE TRUTH WOULD BREAK HIM AND TURN HIM INTO SOMEONE COMPLETELY UNRECOGNIZABLE" he also thinks Luke is kind of blind because he wouldn't care about Acedia if Acedia wasn't Ruby, the only reason they're close to begin with is because they both woke up at around the same time wearing the same colors.
ALSO, MUCH LIKE WRATH, he doesn't think people ever make an effort to understand Acedia. They just sort of talk at him and try to impose their views on them without ever trying to look at things from his side, so he acts like an asshole when people make Acedia responsible for things, because even though Acedia is sometimes 100% at fault, he is also CRAZY and you can't hold him to the same standards as other people or apply normal people morals to him, because Acedia doesn't understand it like that, so going "HE DID A THING THAT WAS WRONG" is ultimately useless.
TL;DR SOUYA IS AN OVERPROTECTIVE SOCCER MOM. DON'T BULLY MY SON EVEN THOUGH HE KICKED YOU IN THE FACE AND STOLE YOUR CANDY.
EITHER COUNTER-ESSAY or give me Tide's first impressions on his new teammates. (OR DO BOTH)
PS: YOUR POST SAYS LUKE/RUBY IT SHOULD SAY LUKE/DAWN.
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First impressions on new kids are below.
SO THE PROBLEM WITH LUKE HAVING NO SELF WORTH IS HE CAN'T REALLY DEFEND HIMSELF ANYMORE. Because he doesn't really care if people are treating HIM badly. He certainly doesn't like it, and can see where there is no benefit to him (hence calling Souya a jerk and leaving). But he doesn't get like... very defensive, or righteous. He really just wants to focus on the solution and understanding and making things better aspect.
So Souya BLAMING HIM was very hurtful, but... he knows he is stupid, and he knows he doesn't understand Acedia that well. Not for LACK OF TRYING just... stupid and totally 100% the opposite from him. So when Souya is like YOU DID EVERYTHING WRONG he can't say "No I didn't" all he can say is "I did my best". TO LUKE, someone like Acedia does need to be completely broken, THE WAY HE WAS, so that he can eventually rebuild. He does not... think Souya was right, in that Acedia would eventually become a normal sane person who isn't dangerous to anyone. Because A) there is no way Acedia would've gone on forever without finding out HIS WAY OF SEEING RUBY IS NOT THE ONLY WAY RUBY CAN EXIST and B) because he is pretty sure Acedia would continue to be sane for RUBY and not be sane because, hurting people is bad.
TYL but Luke's END GOAL is to get Acedia to understand things the way PEOPLE SHOULD. Because Luke does realize Acedia was tortured for most of his youth and probably never learned. But he doesn't think that makes it impossible for Acedia! To him 'he is crazy so you have to have different expectations' just doesn't fly. Both because that is completely unfair to everyone around the crazy person and because it is unfair of the crazy person to just assume what kinds of limits they have and treat them like they are handicapped.
anyway blahblah he said what he said knowing it would damage Acedia, and he understands that Souya thinks he is wrong. Luke does NOT think he is wrong because he as deeply personal first hand experience, but he does realize maybe it wasn't the only way, maybe it wasn't the right way, maybe what worked for him won't work for Acedia, and basically there are no guarantees. SO if Souya wants to hate him for that it's just like =\; At first he was trying to explain that they wanted the same thing, even if their routes were different, but after the last thing Souya said Luke realized Souya doesn't care about Luke's feelings (or, probably, the feelings of anyone except Acedia in the matter) and thus there was no point in talking about it anymore.
Though Luke definitely QUESTIONS HIS OWN METHODS, he is still very much a focus on the solution person, and so what is done is done, and he will do his best to help Acedia RISE AGAIN1!! But overall he doesn't believe Acedia is as broken as Wrath and Souya are acting. BUT he also realizes they probably don't have experience being utterly shattered, which is in a way exactly WHY Luke can be the cruelest and most demanding of Acedia to become a better person.
BASICALLY LUKE IS SADDER BECAUSE OF THE CONVERSATION and he will probably never initiate a conversation with Souya ever. But he's not upppsett because he is very accepting of bad things, and it doesn't really change anything because Luke was always going to do his best to help and is... going to continue to do exactly that.
Sky's thoughts on team.
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SKY LOEV HIS TEAM ALREADY \o/ he started out remembering nothing, he was in a tank and he was barely awake so he started out as as much of a blank as he could, so he showed up having no expectations of anything and being very open to whatever this new world tossed at him.
IN GENERAL TERMS he will listen to whatever any member of Amethyst tells him and build his idea of the world according to what he's told.
More specifically, he sees Tide as the most active one and the one who does the most, Break is a little scary but he thinks he was just angry because he was blind, Ryner is kind, but he's not really sure of what to make of him, Misato needs hugs and also she lies when she's sad so people don't worry and that's bad, Perscitia is a dragon and that is really cool, and Kagari seems really wary so he needs hugs too.
WHEN IS TIDE GETTING FREE TIME SO SOUYA CAN KIDNAP HIM
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IDK MAN I JUST GOT THREE NEW TEAMMATES. PROBABLY NOT FOR A WHILE. HOISTED ON YOUR OWN PETARD.
what kind of toys did he get
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"uhh hm. fuzzy handcuffs. AND ACTUAL POLICE GRADE HANDCUFFS :'D idk a lot of fun stuff like bodypaint, gag stuff like edible underwear ... and idk anything else you think souya'd like"
There's also MUSICAL CONDOMS, a blindfold and this SOUYA WILL NOT KNOW WHAT IT'S FOR.
MEMORIES YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING.
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Tide: ...idk...i'm always pretty ambivalent on tide memories and now that he got a big ol dose of being sugata most of them won't have a strong effect.
Luke: Akzeriuth, though right now that might re-break him (which I guess is okay...). uuh, MOST JUST. TRAVELING AND TEAM MEMORIES. The talks before the tower of Rem, his own death, Asch's death, killing for the first time/resolving to killl. basically most of his sig negs... 8'D
Elliot: I always look forward to Elliot's memories and then when I get them it is never quite the one I wanted anyway... His family dying, but I would like him to remember more about them before he remembers killing them. More plot stuff. That time Xerxes Break accused him of being the head hunter 8'(
REVERSE
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Reim MEETING LILLY.
Fon I want him to get a bunch of harmless memories and for him to be a mentally stable person before anything else happens.
TOP FIVE FAVORITE PEOPLE FOR ALL OF YOURS.
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Tide
Wako
Break
Souya
Misato
Ryner
Dawn
Dusk
Acedia
Guy
Kaworu
Knife
Elliot
Aeris
Gilbert
Guy
Oz
Yayoi
reverrsee again |D
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Tide
Acedia
Satan
And then the rest of the slots are occupied by a lot of people, Wako gets special priority because of Tide, but he doesn't feel super close to her.
Reim
XERXES BREAK
Sharon
Nii
Wako
Shuri
Sky
Tide
Misato
Ryner
Kagari
Dragon
SHIPS THAT AREN'T HAPPENING BUT YOU'D LIKE TO SEE HAPPENING.
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has souya figured out tide is the worst boyfriend ever yet.
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He has! He doesn't really mind, he's aware he's never been a priority and he doesn't find that in any way upsetting, in the end Tide gives him what he can give him and they have fun and cuddles and sex sometimes and that's cool \o/
Has anything changed re: Tide/Souya.
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UH. Mostly Tide has noticed he is a terrible boyfriend (WHICH HE ALWAYS SUSPECTED HE WOULD BE). He will continue to be the same boyfriend he is NOW but if he ever senses Souya attracted to ANYONE ELSE he is going to hook you up for your own good.
So Reim, how do you feel about those blowjobs.
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And he figured it was better him than one of the kids. HE DIDN'T THINK HE'D ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS HE DID and if he had more memories of social norms back home he'd be a little horrified, as it is he just thinks it was good and he wouldn't be super against doing it again. THE IDEA OF BLOWING SOMEONE doesn't appeal to him, though, and it will take him a while to get into the idea of sex, but this was a good introduction.
YOUR CHARACTER'S CRUSHES or the kind of personalities they'd crush on.